Sunday, April 5, 2009

My sister : My best friend

I get up in the morning by my nightingale like sister's voice . she wakes me up very sweetly saying " is the dragon awake?" and pokes my nose!. i used to giggle at such times. We go to school together after having a fantastic meal made by my mum. We often used to sing together. Sometimes at school my sister may feel sick and she needs me at such times, she is not sister to me but a friend,my best friend.

She does not express her love often but i know she has not a little but a large place in her huge heart for me and 2 little spaces for our parents :P. She doesn't like the kisses i give her on her cheek....that is one way of expressing my love for her. But it is not expressed completely. So...now how do i express my love? i wondered.....after lots of thinking and sleepless nights i got it....this was naughty way to express my love....by troubling her of course. Obviously she shouted at me and a war would begin but then i realized that her shouting is a way of her expressing her love!.
We fought,played,had lots of fun....but 80% we fought ! i used to get really angry with her and not talk to her for 1 to 2 hours. i really regret those hours that i didn't spend with her

Now that she's gone away to hostel to study medicine,my rooms feel empty (though with all the mess in the room:P) the bathroom isn't stuffed with cream, deo's, perfumes, powder, this list is endless!! on the whole it feels like i have lost my best friend . I get up by the noisy alarm which bursts my ear drums!! i still get the fantastic food by my mum ;)) During the nights i am terribly scared of sleeping alone in the dark..i have no one to talk to even though i speak to her like everyday on the phone. Its like a man has lost his dog :P or a girl lost her expensive Mercedes or jewelery

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She comes every 4 months but it doesn't look like its possible for her to some this time i would be delighted to have her back here again. The most depressing thing is i dont have any one to fight with!!! and I!!!! HAVE TO THE chores around the house that she usually does! i have to go all alone to school come back all alone :( . Sing alone
And over all that all the attention is on me STUDY THIS STUDY THAT . When she used to be there most of the attention was on her as she was coming close to her boards and i used to like that attention sometimes but the good part is attention has its other side too because now i have the choice what to eat .... otherwise she almost all the time used to select the menu for the day.

I truly miss her alot! =[ Didi if your reading this I MISS YOU! so the lucky people who still have their sibling make the most of it before they go away to hostels

2 comments:

  1. Lovely post darling!But edit it for English mistakes before posting it.But I am really really proud of your feelings and writings!

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  2. :P

    i miss u too, moti :P

    wait i am coming back to trouble u too :P

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